hmm

have anybody ever experienced scared, excited and confident at the same time?
scared for not knowing whether you're doing the right thing or not, things would go as you planned or not, for leaving everything you're so much accustomed to, yet excited 'cuz you're about to enter a new life, experience a new environment, meet so many new people and confident that you WILL make it... but still scared...

it's like i'm walking from jungle to jungle, and every jungle is different. some are way too dense to walk through it. some are way too clear, it becomes very suspicious. along the way i make my friends and foes, get used to with my surroundings, and always try to make the best out of it. but apparently so far i can't stay at 1 place for too long. something always happen that push me to keep walking to the end of the jungle to enter a complete new one. everytime i have those 3 feelings mixed together, 'n it's not fun at all sometimes.

seems like that's pretty much the story of my life... started in the year 1992... and somehow i don't see it will stop anytime soon... in fact i'm facing it right now as my life in a few months ahead will change a lot.

"Why not" is a slogan for an interesting life. ~Mason Cooley

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take;
but by the moments that take our breath away!"