i left my heart in san francisco - part deux

i tawt i wanna go to sleep... but i couldn't... i guess it really hits home really hard now, realizing that 1 of my very dearest friends is on her way home for good, and i myself am leaving this beloved city tomorrow.

separating from something or someone you care for is never easy. from time to time, you gotta deal with it. everybody gotta do what they gotta do for their own life. 1 thing i learn from living in this country is that people come and go in life way too fast. you'll never know who you're gonna meet. they could be your future friend, enemy, boy/girlfriend, etc.. or simply just another stranger. you just know that when deep in your heart you feel the person you meet is worth so much, you'll try to hold on to him/her the best you can and cherish every moment you have while it lasts.

the past 3 weeks has been 1 of the best times i've ever had while living in san francisco. i didn't go partying this time. in fact, my friends 'n i were just chilling most of the time. we didn't do much at all. but to me, just having them around is a very wonderful and warm feeling inside. there were times when i just sat down and watched my friends goof around, talk nonsense, tease each other... how i love having them around so much 'n i really wish time could stop and they could move with me to nyc. but that's very selfish of me and impossible. remembering everything i have been through since the 1st day i moved to california couple years ago, i smile. how things have changed so much. so much that i could never have tawt of it before. i hardly recognize the old me. but it's all good. i smile and feel so so grateful.

oh, how i love this city even more.


~by Tony Bennett - I Left My Heart In San Francisco

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aureliapadmafeliciaandmanymore... thank you. without you guys, my life wouldn't be as colorful as it is now.

today is almost over and tomorrow is another new day. gotta pack, load everything to my car and drive off. so much i could say and feel sad about, but what for? it's part of life. time will never wait for anyone.


good bye, san francisco.... ci vediamo!


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