heart
when it comes to heart... it always gets complicated. well, at least for some people.
someone said that it's a beautiful thing to have heart... to have feelings... well, hmm.. maybe. but unfortunately, that heart, those feelings, make you weak and vulnerable. they are so fragile that people often take advantage of it.
so where and when will people stop taking advantage and hurting each other? it's like a circle that when you're trapped inside, you're screwed.
they say you should give people a chance. you should give people the benefit of the doubt. you shouldn't think the worst of some people.... ok, so what if you've done all that, yet you still fall on your knees bleeding?
some say that nothing is black and white in this world or in this life. so many variations, so many variables, so many circumstances that you have to consider. so... you have to take a risk. well, yea of course you're constantly taking risks 'cuz basically everything you do in this life, every second, every moment, is basically about making decisions. taking chances. and dealing with every single freaking consequence that come with those decisions... so the question is... does it mean that you have to let things slide when they don't go the way we want them because you see them from the gray area?
from nothing, you know now about yourself. you know who you are. you know what you want. you know what you want to achieve. you know your self worth. ... you know all that (even tho you're still continously searching) after going through all the shit holes in your life.... at the same time, you also start to see what is good and what is not.... yes, nobody (well, almost) can predict the future or read minds... but don't you wish that you know for sure that the good thing in front of you is REALLY the good thing in your life? that you can really invest into it?.... that won't fail and hurt you someday in the future?
no one can tell... not even you or the person him/herself... everything seems to be blanketed with mysteries, questions, wonders, what ifs, fuck ups, apologizes, and many more
i guess, that's the beauty of life... that's what make this life is interesting. although sometimes it's fucking tough and painful.
someone said that it's a beautiful thing to have heart... to have feelings... well, hmm.. maybe. but unfortunately, that heart, those feelings, make you weak and vulnerable. they are so fragile that people often take advantage of it.
so where and when will people stop taking advantage and hurting each other? it's like a circle that when you're trapped inside, you're screwed.
they say you should give people a chance. you should give people the benefit of the doubt. you shouldn't think the worst of some people.... ok, so what if you've done all that, yet you still fall on your knees bleeding?
some say that nothing is black and white in this world or in this life. so many variations, so many variables, so many circumstances that you have to consider. so... you have to take a risk. well, yea of course you're constantly taking risks 'cuz basically everything you do in this life, every second, every moment, is basically about making decisions. taking chances. and dealing with every single freaking consequence that come with those decisions... so the question is... does it mean that you have to let things slide when they don't go the way we want them because you see them from the gray area?
from nothing, you know now about yourself. you know who you are. you know what you want. you know what you want to achieve. you know your self worth. ... you know all that (even tho you're still continously searching) after going through all the shit holes in your life.... at the same time, you also start to see what is good and what is not.... yes, nobody (well, almost) can predict the future or read minds... but don't you wish that you know for sure that the good thing in front of you is REALLY the good thing in your life? that you can really invest into it?.... that won't fail and hurt you someday in the future?
no one can tell... not even you or the person him/herself... everything seems to be blanketed with mysteries, questions, wonders, what ifs, fuck ups, apologizes, and many more
i guess, that's the beauty of life... that's what make this life is interesting. although sometimes it's fucking tough and painful.



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